4 J’s today wbu tho
I’m up at these hours in hope to catch you around..
you used to put me to sleep so peacefully and now im awake with broken thoughts of you..
I am so grateful for everyone I have met in the past year…all these people are so talented at what they do, and the best part of what i do isn’t even the work part, it’s the friendships/relationships i’ve created from my work. I’m all the way in australia but i got a whole crew/fam out in the states that support me/advise me on a daily basis. the loyalty is the best part. these people have my back/support me and i do the same. i love being a part of a growth, a movement, and thats exactly what im a part of now. i have a whole life in america already and i havent even been there yet. The best thing to do is support your locals, support the small people cause they’re the ones that’ll be at the top soon enough while you were trynna jump straight to the top.
one of the greatest things i ever did in life was learn french. i feel like like everything is more intricate and beautiful in french, so blissful and dainty. it gives me a shield
On a personal level, 2014 has been bullshit, but work wise 2014 seems to be working out well. I wonder if you can be simultaneously happy in your personal life and have a successful career at the same time? or does it have to be one or the other? idk but im not gonna bother about my personal life// im just gonna focus on working hard to get where i need to be….and then everything else will fall into place. i need to make everything work this year. i have years of time to sort my shit out but the right time is now tbh……
the saying that one door closes and another opens is 100% correct. last month a girl that was like an older sister to me, who taught me how to be a girl passed away, and the next week i gained someone very similair.
i completely and totally believe in fate. you shouldnt chase people/friendships/love because the most wonderful bonds and friendships will come your way when you’re not searching for it. You can try your hardest to put people behind you but it’ll always come creeping back. I always find myself trying to live through you. Now that i dont have you, i do what i can to remind myself of you.